Another year

Another year
Another day
Am I still on the road
Or have I lost my way
Lost in my head
Lost many things
Games dreams lovers friends
Plans schemes pencils pens
Most of the time I just lose me

I don't know how to get myself back
How to get my life on track
I hate these clichés they don't mean a thing
I fucking hate this rhyme scheme
Somebody please give me some hope.
I'm drowning in doubt
Heartbreak
And
See what could have been what should have been what never will be
Now or never
Help
Me